I'm poor but I'm kind,
I'm short but I'm healthy,
I'm high but I'm grounded,
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed,
I'm lost but I'm hopeful,
I feel drunk but I'm sober, I care but I'm restless, I'm here but I'm really gone.
I'm wrong and I'm sorry.
I'm free but I'm focused,
I'm hard but I'm friendly,
I'm sad but I'm laughing,
I'm brave but I'm chicken shit,
I'm sick but I'm pretty ;).
“Iused to be so insecure about every piece of myself and as I’ve grown up and gotten to experience the fact that I’m not the only girl in the world who feels that way, I’ve learned that loving yourself is worth your time. There are days that its hard and there are days you may feel awful because you will never look like that person, think like that person, be like that person, but always keep in mind that that person will never be you.”
*This disclaimer is subject to change at any time.
OK, so I feel very compelled to write this disclaimer. I even put it on my main header because it’s THAT important. Writing RPF, or real person fanfiction, on the internet makes me nerous because I do not want to make any of the people I…
Let me tell you a story about a girl who I fell in love with. She’s a girl who had a dream; a girl who had a gift and wanted to use it for the best. She wanted to sing, to use her voice to express her feelings, to show everyone what she could do, and now she’s having the chance to live this dream. I bet you’d fall in love with her, too, ‘cause she’s pretty amazing. There are so many things I love about her. First, she’s so cute and unique. She loves beanies and wearing that black hat and correcting other people’s grammar. She makes the weirdest vines and has such a peculiar sense of humor. I love the way she’s all sarcastic and clever and has the best comebacks. She’s such a hipster, by the way. Always thinking and overthinking and that’s actually another thing I love about her. The way she can put up a few words and make them sound so beautiful and poetic, she’s so smart. And she’s beautiful, too - inside and out. Her smile makes me wanna throw myself out a window. Her long hair, it falls perfectly without her even trying. I love when she wears ponytails, it’s so cute. Oh, and her eyes, her damn eyes. They make me feel like I’m just about to fall off a cliff - in a good way, if that’s even possible.
I love the way she manages to be cute and extremely fucking hot at the same time.
I love how she genuinely cares about the world around her. She does her best to make people feel loved and worth it. She made me realise that maybe I’m not the prettiest girl in the world, but having a beautiful mind and a beautiful soul is so much more important than just looks. I love the way she makes me feel loved even if she doesn’t even know me. I love how humble and honest she is. I love how she doesn’t try to be someone else, she tries her best stay true to us and, more important, to herself. I love her voice. Her husky, strong tone is probably one of the most wonderful things I’ve ever had the pleasure of listening to. I love how passionate she is when it comes to music, to pursuing her dreams. I love her taste in music. I love every single little thing about her. I love her laugh. It’s cute and it makes my heart flutter, it makes me smile instantly, like if her happiness was my happiness, too. And actually, it is, ‘cause I hate seeing her sad. I hate when people seem to forget that, after all, she’s just a girl. Yes, she’s strong and confident and she inspires a lot of people, including me - but she also has flaws and insecurities; she’s just a girl.
She can’t be strong all the time.
She won’t be strong all the time.
Sometimes, she’ll be sad. Sometimes she’ll feel tired and alone, and we need to let her know that we’re here for her. Maybe she just wanted to hear some nice words. Maybe she just wanted to be able to live her life without having to explain every single thing she does. Maybe she just wanted to, just for a minute, feel like a normal girl again. And that’s okay.
She’s a girl who had a dream and now she’s having the chance to live this dream. And she’s making me so proud of her.
This girl is Lauren Michelle Jauregui and I’m so glad i have her in my life. I love you.
I feel like it’s weird for them when fans talk about camren but why would she like make them answer on camera, I mean I wish camren was real but if it isn’t that’s awkward for them and they don’t even talk to each other on twitter or post ig selfies anymore because some people just take everything…